Y Sunday, October 5, 2008
The Reply
Dear Cupcake,
thanks for the letter u wrote to me. red is fine, just that its hard to read while walking. haha. anw, im honored to have u writing to me at the least expected moments. =D thanks!
yes i remember the first time i met u. blue overall, and i wore beige pants and yellow long sleeve folded to my elbows. was speaking to uncle winston too. =D
yes i remember the first time i went to the NDP with u. under that transparent umbrella, watching the firework dust fall on the covers we were under.and me sweeping something off yr hair becos of a question u asked. those eyes.. they spoke a language.
yes i remember the songs. streets of london, chasing cars, amazed.
yes i remember the times when we played online games together, laughing and teasing each other.
yes i remember the long conversations we had, talking on the phone till u got caught by yr parents unexpectedly. sorry abt that.
yes i remember the first time i confess to u who i actually liked. u took real long to guess but oh well, u did eventually. btw, i would reckon no one would choose 'sabah' as a girl's name. haha.
yes i remember yr previous hp number. =D
and yes i remember i had to reassure u, but i still love u as u are. even though u hurt me, it was just part and parcel of the entire relationship.
do u remember the time that we went to plaza singapura to do some art-oven-toast-thingy with joan and vanessa? wonder if its still around. cos the clouds looked like egg yolk surrounded with egg whites.
do u remember the time when i went cycling with u? and all u got was a half spoilt bike. and i wore all yellow and u gave me a name. haha. and yes, u hurt yr thumb becos u fell at a bus-stop. it hurt me to see u in pain but i couldnt help u much at that time.
u gave me a whole lot meaning towards life and how i shld face it. how to look at it and not hate it. u gave me a identity, a voice and character. but also broke these 3 attributes when u left.
i know its hard to decide, hesitation and considerations and what not. but ultimately, what u have written to me. does it stand? or does it proves as a great reminder to the past that i so long wish to have continued?
u decide.
its just me.
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